All the longest time of my life
I wanted to be just the one who I am
who I really am.

Be true to yourself, they tell you
Find out who you are, they tell you
Let your heart show you the way.

So for the longest time of my life
Itried to find out who it is that I am
who I really am.

Else, you be sick, they tell you
Never be happy, they tell you
You must become who you are.

And when I went
to study my heart
to know what I want
what I really want,
I found that I'm just a jerk
I am really a jerk.

I love to watch TV
I eat McDonalds
I like to be lazy
I despise sick people
I want to feel superiour
or make others feel bad
I don't want to give
I don't want to learn
My dream is winning the lottery
so I will never work anymore.

This is my true heart
This is my true soul
This is who I really am
- and i figured,
it's no worth
being the one
who I am.

I want to be better than I am
I want to go further than I do
I want to be another one
with a vision
with a mission
with a will and drill to
break himself and break the world,
to be better
than what we really are.

I switch on the TV
and they are telling me
that it is good to enjoy
it is good to be true
to what you love to do.
I order a pizza
that I am too lazy to eat.

It felt good to feel idealistic
for a moment.